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When I
became 19, I was
visiting him very often
and we had great talks
on consciousness, his
view of the universe and
I had my first
experiences of feeling
energy. He wrote a book
in the fifties and the
title was “Man or God”.
He was saying that we
are unlimited beings but
we have limited
ourselves with our
thoughts, programs and
we can change that.
I was
impressed, but I was
thinking he was a
non-ordinary being, even
if he was saying, you
can do the same and
wanted to help me to
achieve that. At this
time, I was not ready to
jump in this reality, I
was involved in an
unhappy movie and was
really insecure about
who I was. At this time,
I was nearsighted and
had astigmatism.
One day,
he told me that it was
the last time we were
meeting because he was
about to leave his body.
I heard it but I didn’t
believe it. Some weeks
later, I was visiting my
parents and they had
just received a letter
from him. He was saying
good-bye to them. I
jumped in my car and
drove 120 miles to visit
him. When I arrived at
his home, his family was
there; he just died one
hour ago. I was shocked.
The
following years, I was
living in a little town
since my childhood and I
had nobody to talk about
spirituality, I was
reading a lot of books
about the subject and
specially those he had
recommended –Paramahansa
Yogananda, Autobiography
of a Yogi and Baird
Spalding, Life of the
Masters in the Far East-
but I had no direct
experiences, just
filling my mind. I was
also at this time more
involved in the
protection of the
environment and still
unhappy about my life.
In the
first months of 1990 - I
was selling at this time
recycled paper and
participating to some
fairs for Nature and
Health - I met Martin
Brofman at a lecture.
Some days later, I was
participating in a
workshop, it was really
a big change in my
physical body, my vision
got healed, and also
clarity began to happen
in my consciousness and
in my life.
At the
end of the year, I was
teaching the Body Mirror
System and I was
realising that I had met
what I was supposed to
do on this planet. |